Salsa!!!!!!!!!

Well on a much more lighter not, today i thought i would tell you my experiance of this dance! rather than do my actual work! but i'm sure you will appreciate that!

I think i first got into salsa with two german girls strangly enough, we went to the copacabbana club in the northern quarter of manchester. The first time you go its like stepping into south america straight away, it was good because i remeber that night it was raining heavily and me and the others got soaked, so none of us looked our best. Below is the picture of the club

but anyway, there we were in a salsa club, missed the lessons so i didnt have a clue on what to do! so i just improvised and i felt bit of an idiot, ever since then i've wanted to take it up.

I confess i'm not a master by any means at it and sometimes my confidence does go when i see true talent, but i can dance and to me its a good things, theres something about dancing with another person, that small time with someone where words doesn't matter but your dance does, to use a cheesy word "magical".

I've found this nice little place in camden town that does some good tapas and the dance is pretty good too, so why not for your new year goals do something out of your comfort zone!

War and love

I saw this image, or well a similiar one in the metro the other day, same context of a soldier crying as their fellow soldiers where repatriated. It struck home how wrong this war is and what its doing to our country. The reason why we're in afghanistan changes as does the seasons, at one point it was because we needed to liberate the stricken women and then it was to stop drugs.

Now its just becoming a killing fest for the taliban, all this is producing islamphobia, hatred and death and its just not nice. The worst thing is that young guys my age are being sacrificed for something that isnt going to work, its a real big tragedy in life that we as humans seem never to learn.

Well, i've been deeply in love dear reader with a girl i knew well, but things have happened and i think i'm losing my grip on things, its killing me, i loved her so much and i would give my heart 100 times over to her, we've just had an argument and she isnt answering are anything, i feel totally lost and stuck as what to do. I feel like i'm in a dark room and just have no way in getting out, maybe its onset depression that i've been feeling.

Either way i feel not myself, and this has been going on for a few months, i can talk candidly about this, as i'm not fussed about who reads this, the nights are often the worst, were my worries and anxieties haunt me like a curse, its like cancer, its slowly eating away at what i call "me". I just dont know what to do, i feel all the sadness taking hold of me right now, the black tar is engulfing me and i'm trying to keep my head above the water...........................................................