Its a hard knock life!

I woke up to a lovely call by the police asking me to talk about what happened on sunday and then i thought i would check my email, and there it was, a email from the finance office.
They wanted me to pay a huge amount of money that would of eaten up all my loans to pay for my rent, i dutifully paid some of it, but kept the rest so i can actually live. Now the want the rest, but i have sent them an email saying they will just, have to wait till my next loan comes through.

I hate the fact that as a student you try and better yourself and the country you live in, but at every corner you get penalised, i really hope the finance office are understanding, for some reason i sincerly doubt this, just when i thought this week couldnt get any worse, it just did ten fold. This isn't really helping me with my depression and i just feel really trapped and scared about the future.

On a brighter note i'm spending sometime with friends tonight, i'm cooking a cottage pie and bread and butter pudding, i was really excitied but now i just want to go into a deep hibernation and never wake up again............................................................................